I wish I Could

                                                      I wish I could.

I wish I could be with you.

I don’t know exactly where you are.

You were my joy, my happiness.

You were my hope for something better to come.

You were my sun, my stars, and my north.

I miss you, I really miss you.

When are you coming down from heaven and hug me for a minute?

I wish I could see you for a second.

When will I hear your sweet voice again?

I wish I could hear your laugh that makes my life happy and bearable.

But if you can come down, please take me with you.

I am dying without you!
My hearth doesn't beat the same without you.
I have lost my rhythm.

You were the most lovable person in the Universe, my Universe.
No one compares to you.

Even though I love you too deeply, I have never dream of you.
Come to my dreams and talk to me.
Come to my dreams and take me with you.
Come to my dreams and comfort me.

A very big storm is about to fall.
I can see the dark clouds getting together, but I’m not afraid because you take care of me.

You are the dearest person to me.
Can you see me?
Can you hear me?
Can you see me when I cry for you?
You completed me.

I thought that we could be friends forever.
I thought that one day we could meet in person.
It was supposed to be one the happiest days of my life!

I am not mad at you at all.
You had to go to heaven, because the Creator decide it.
Please, forgive me, if my sorrow doesn't allow you to rest in peace.
Maybe I am being too selfish, because I wish you could be here with me.

I totally, honestly, and deeply love you.
I think that you were the most pure love that I ever had.
I deeply love you, but I never felt lust or desire for you.
Of course, I thought about walking on the beach hand on hand.
Or maybe one and only kiss from your lips to feel some of your breath getting into me. Save and cherish that one and only kiss like the most and priceless of my memories.

If you could see me smiling now.
I’m thinking about us eating somewhere, making myself a fool of me just to make you laugh hard and see you smile.

So I could hear you say: “Oh my love, you and your things.”
Us and our things!
Us and our own world!